Stranded in Mykonos

1. Boom! First tribal and you’re already in the jury. Congratulations!! Was that news confidence- or terror-inducing? 

It feels okay to be here! I didn’t become the embarrassing first boot and now I need to make sure I don’t become the embarrassing second boot!  

2. The vote was 9-1 tonight, any surprises there? 

No, I wasn’t really surprised. Someone did vote for Voce to stir shit up and I just hope it doesn’t get pinned on me. 

3. What do you believe your position in the game is at this moment? Are you in a good position or on shaky ground? 

For a moment, I really thought I was in an okay spot and boy, I was wrong.  Mike told me about his conversations with James. Apparently, he doesn’t fully trust me, which I get. Morgan is close with James and he’ll probably get in her ear and she might turn on me soon. Can’t say I’m surprised. They’re intimidated and for what?? ;~; I think my best bet is to work with the information I have from Mike and gather people quickly to take a shot at them before they get me. 

4. Who do you want to bring with you to the end and who do you feel is more expendable? 

Right now, Mike is someone that I see bringing to the end with me even though he would beat me at the end. That’s a problem for another day though. 

5. Who do you think won the first bounty? What do you think the prize was? 

I really don’t know who won the first bounty. I’m just hoping that it’s not James or Morgan. If the advantage is something like an extra vote or a steal-a-vote, I totally see them using it against me.

6. Compared to last season, how is your overall stress level so far? 

Omg I was doing so well mentally until Naseer’s bitch ass really toyed with my mind. We talked last night and he was hinting towards making a big move and saying how early it was. Then today, he said he was excited for tribal. So ofc, my mind starts racing, thinking that someone else other than Carolyn, me, might go instead. I wasn’t like this in the first vote last season (I don’t think), so I don’t know why this is bothering me so much.





Okay these were garbage replies. I promise I’ll do better  

It’s been two days and it feels like it’s been longer already. Something else is bothering me and messing up my head and I can’t put my finger on it. Part of me is questioning if I should’ve even come back in the first place. There’s so much more I wanna say, but I can’t put them into words, right now. Idk what’s up with me tonight and I hope I snap out of it soon because the game’s only gonna get worse from here. I’m just hoping that I’ll wake up tomorrow with a clear mind.

Omfg James, LEAVE ME ALONE, you little shit  

omg I didn’t know he went to juvie. Y’all chose the right character for him, that’s for sure